I get such delicious chills thinking of this.
A rape you can move on from. You survive it, you deal with it, you begin tro heal and move on from it.
A baby resulting is a thing you can never forget. Every time you hold or even look at that child, you will remember what happened in order to create it. Maybe it has its daddy's eyes, or a certain way of smiling or reaching out for a hug that has you inexplicably backing away in terror.
Incidently if any guys want to rp this, feel free to pm me!