I don't really know how to explain it. I suppose it is objectification in its ultimate form. It is being used as a cum dump. No thoughts, no chance of struggling. No amount of pleading to sway the rapist. To him she is just a vessel.
In some of my fantasies my rapist sees me, stops me from retreating or follows me somewhere private, renders me helpless, rapes me and is gone. He doesn't acknowledge me as a person. He takes and uses. He doesn't hurt me physically. If it wasn't for the cum leaking out of me and the sense that I have been robbed, I would think it never happened.
If he kidnaps me he doesn't try to break me. If I am struggling he will just restrain me. He will leave me until he needs to satisfy himself. When he feels the urge he brings some oil to lubricate, uses me and goes back to what he was doing. It is almost as if he had sex with a doll or something and that terrifies me. I am reluctant and he knows that but he does not care as long as he can get what he wants. At night he might have me restrained to his bed. He wakes up in the middle of the night, uses me without caring whether I am asleep or awake and then goes back to sleep.
In these types of fantasies I am quiet as I am raped or sobbing quietly because I know it does not help. I think that him/them cumming in me and leaving me with his/their cum is a symbol of their power over me. I don't know why but I am drawn towards the fantasy on occasion. It is being used to the point that my grief does not exist. I am not acknowledged as a person. Just a cum dump.
What do you think about this type of fantasy?